Date:	2004-12-17 11:14
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	calm
Music:	Yellowcard - Underdog

No matter what happens,
what results we get ,
or what paths we take,
down the road from now,
when we are a bit older,
when we have a few more years under our belt,
we will look back on this time,
and say God knew best.

For you all out there i wish you the very best, but no matter what happens it is in God's almighty plan and HE does know best. A verse that helped me is Jeremiah 29:11-13. Read it if you need encouragement for the Bible is our guide to life.

Breathe in for luck, breathe in so deep
This air is blessed, you share with me
This night is wild, so calm and dull
These hearts they race from self-control
Your legs are smooth as they graze mine
We're doing fine, we're doing nothing at all.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me
So won't you kill me, so I die happy
My heart is yours to fill or burst
to break or bury, or wear as jewelery
Which ever you prefer
The words are hushed lets not get busted,
just lay entwined here undiscovered.

Safe in here from all the stupid questions..
"hey did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close
they can't hear, so we can get some.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me
So won't you kill me, so I die happy
My heart is yours to fill or burst
to break or bury, or wear as jewelery
Which ever you prefer
Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo
The dim of the soft lights, the scent of your hair
That you twirled in your fingers
And the time on the clock when we realized it was so late
And this walk that we shared together
The streets were wet and the gate was locked
So I jumped it and let you in
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
And you kissed me like you meant it
And I knew, that you meant it

Date:	2004-12-07 22:28
Subject:	These Kids- Joel Turner
Security:	Public
Mood:	contemplative

These kids; trapped in a struggle and
Nowhere to head at night
Hair full of trouble is all that they're getting
And nobody knows tha suffering they go through
And u wouldn’t believe em if they told you

Trapped in a struggle and
Nowhere to head at night
Hair full of trouble is all that they're getting
And nobody knows tha suffering they go thru
And u wouldn’t believe em if they told you

So many songs, so many times
Tha world had to hear so many rhymes
About how life is for struggles
Minority groups, kids with single mothers
Young homies turn hustlers, killing for money
It’s kinda funny how tha crime rate is so high
In suburbs where family ties are low, n suicide on tha rise
Oh why - so many die coz in their eyes
Tha mistakes they made, can’t be erased tha only way out is to take their life
‘N if they don’t do it sudden then they’ll do it slowly
Polluting themselves with drugs, cause they on this world lonely
So we as a nation just class em as a waste of space
N if they don’t help the economy then strip them naked
Put em on tha streets n make sure tha police hate them
N feed tha public phony information on tha evening news
"Kids may bomb police stations, to get at tha boys in blue"
This song goes out to tha whole justice system
Instead of listening to tha kids with tha problems
They just tick them off more
Until the kids in prison or is dead before he’s 24


These kids trapped in a struggle and
Nowhere to head at night
Hair full of trouble is all that they're getting
And nobody knows tha suffering they go through
And you wouldn’t believe em if they told you





You probably heard tha news about tha 14 year old kid
Who went to Woodridge to get a stick but got his neck slit
What you’ll expect in, tha situation that he was facing
With all of these expectations he just wanted to get wasted
But tha mistake he made was fatal.
What about my mate who put a rope around his neck
But he choked to death instead coz tha fall never broke his neck
See both of them, were trapped in a struggle none of us could comprehend
Tha younger was in need of weed, tha other had problems with his head
Now they’re both dead, and tha same thing happens time n time again
Kids dying all tha time n leave us asking "why my friend"
N then there is those who run away from home
Live on tha streets n chrome
Can’t deal with tha pain of tha world so they get stoned
Sit in a zone, become known as tha local drones
With low vocal tones, they communicate with hopeless groans
N nobody knows they came from broken homes
Plus to us their just emotionless clones
And tha pain plagues their brains they can’t maintain healthy lives
Change is all but easy; a life of crime is all but nice
Plus life isnt worth living unless ya given tha chance to fight
Drugs might not be tha answer, but who knows wrong from right

When ya parents drink whole bottle of wine,
n puts tha hose in tha coke bottle,
A lot of tha time, kids don’t know any different
It’s like they losing their minds, can’t get a hold of their visions
Think they’re doing just fine, but they still in the struggle
Yeah tha kids of this time, in a whole lotta trouble
If you in trouble, jump over the puddle
Somebody out there really loves you,
Loves you like you never been loved, yeah,
Loves you like you've never been loved

These kids trapped in a struggle and
Nowhere to head at night
Hair full of trouble is all that they're getting
And nobody knows, nobody knows

These kids trapped in a struggle
Nowhere to head at night
Hair full of trouble is all that they're getting
And nobody knows tha suffering they go thru
And u wouldn’t believe em if they told you


These kids trapped in a struggle
Nowhere to head at night
Hair full of trouble is all that they're getting
And nobody knows tha suffering they go thru
And u wouldn’t believe em if they told you

Date:	2004-11-25 22:52
Subject:	THE MEETING!!!!!!!!!!!
Security:	Public
Mood:	rejuvenated

Ok are you ready.... last night four of my favorite friends came to see me and my area. Yes thats right they made the trek from the northern beaches to check how old tysie is doing. Even though they had a bit of trouble finding their way around. We met up in the end and went to see bondi beach. We found a park and soon found out that em was not such a good reverse parker. Well after an hour of guiding her back and fourth she finally got in to the space. When she got out she was exhausted from the battle. I must add the parking space could have fit a jumbo jet in it(JOKES). Here we ate italian while all four girls (jazz, gem, em and sevan) talked about the hot waiters. The waiters soon picked up on this and started spinning plates and balancing knifes to impress the girls. That was more than enough to get the girls excited. From then on gem and jazz went on about "i am yourrr scubaaaa instructoorrr" from 'along came polly' the whole night and they could not stop laughing. We finished up and went out side where i think the owner said "ciao" and emily melted and started a convo with the owner about how she was going to italy and started to explain her whole trip. i could not hear it all but i think emily slipped in "you have long eyelashes" (JOKES). After that we got out of there and went to meet my mum and sister as well as my dog and a part of my house (thank goodness not my room). After mum talked sevan to death about her small business they were all ready to go home. It was great seeing you all and hopefully next time we can meet in the day.

Date:	2004-11-23 14:40
Subject:	Repentance
Security:	Public
Mood:	rejected

To those who i have hurt and offended,

The foolish and sinful nature has gotten the better of me. As an ambassador of christ i represented our Almighty God in a most wrong and appaling way. No amount of appologising will take back what i have done. The forgiveness that christ has shown all of us i ask of you now. Forgive me a sinner who deserves nothing more than the wrath of the Almighty. I hope that through the love of christ fences can be fixed and friendships strengthened and the trust u once had in me replaced by an even stronger trust and love.

Tyson

Tim and Em big thanks to you guys for letting me sleep the night. You are wonderful and special friends to me and always have time for a good old chat about christ or whats bugging me. Jen with out those expressions i dont know how i survive with out them, everytime they crack me up. All cov friends i have meet, you are truly kind and open to a stranger like myself. Have an awesome schoolies and i cant wait to see you guys again sometime soon. Keep safe and cant wait to hear the news.
God bless and may he keep you safe.
Tyson

Date:	2004-11-07 21:42
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	cheerful

Hey tim,
i have some how miss placed you email and moblie number .... sorry champ but could i get it. thanks mate. HEy is it ok if i can crash at your place for the 15 and 16 maybe longer if its cool with you? Hope you are enjoying your freedom.

Peace
Tyson

Hey jazz msg me when you come and we can hang out that would be soo cool i could show you my pad hahaha well cant wait. You better read this hahaah!

Date:	2004-10-29 18:02
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	thankful

In this dieing world friends such as us should band together for the fellowship and power of our almighty God will up hold us. We band.... we band of brothers and sisters should treat each other as family for we are all part of the best family in the whole cosmos. The family in which we can talk directly to the God who created us. In these times when sinful men rule over us me must be reminded, that nothing has happened with out his acceptance. We must unite to strengthen one another for the king of lies will always try and tempt you and manipulate you. Be also wise to the false prophets who are out there trying to tempt you away from the one true mighty God. They tell satans lies and confuse you with false teachings. We must keep our heads in a world that says use people and love things. For we christians know that we must love people and use things. Treat your friends as sisters and brothers giving loving Godly advice in which they will grow and mature in their walk with christ. For we must not put our friends down and hurt them for we would like them to treat us with care and compasion. "Therefore, as God's chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience (Colossians 2:12). I ask everyone of you love and uphold each other as christ has done and is doing for you all. As you walk with christ on this planet do not forget christ died for us and to act as ambassadors for God we must live like christ. I please take the time to think about what you have done or said to your friends for we must ask for forgiveness from God. "Teacher, which is the greatest commandment in the Law?" Jesus replied: "Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind." This is the first and greatest commandment. And the second is like it: "Love your neighbour as yourself." (Matthew 22:37-39). We do not know how blessed we are with the great friends God has given us. Every night i thank God for meeting you all. I love you all and i hope your exams are going well. May you grow in the love of God in this evil world we must bond together and encourage and support each other. For the greatest trick the Devil ever played on humanity, was to convince us that he did not exisit. Remember those you love and treat them lovingly.

Peace
Tyson

P.S have i told you i love you all....well i love you all...yeh all of you!!!

Date:	2004-10-23 10:36
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	annoyed
Music:	Switchfoot

Just a little note to my champion friends. Missing all of you guys soooooooo much. cant wait till this stupid hsc stuff is over so i can hang out with you guys. Your all CHAMPIONS!!! thats right CHAMPIONS!!! c you all soon.

Date:	2004-10-19 14:30
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	cheerful
Music:	Lovin everything!!

Well hey all you great people out there. I just wanted to wish all of you the best in for all the exams. May the Lord protect you and keep you strong and at the end of the three weeks whatever the outcome it has happened because God allowed it so that he can forfill his plan in you. We must trust in the Lord almighty ruler of heaven and earth because he has our best wishes at heart. God has something special planed for all of you and I cant wait to watch as you grow in the love of our Lord Jesus Christ.

As you covanent guys say BLESSSS!!!!!

Date:	2004-10-19 14:28
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	calm

Hey all good luck for the english paper tommorrow i will be praying for you all.

Date:	2004-10-10 18:57
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	tired
Music:	Switchfoot- meant to live

yeahhhhhhhhhhhhh...jazz is a champ coz she made me a live journal.
i'll be giving you all the 411....hopefully everday. oh by the way my name is tyson, or tys for short.